I recently had a realization that was so sudden and so clear that I was shocked it hadn’t occurred to me before. For some time, I have been struggling with feeling in the middle. I feel in the middle of people I love who have opposing viewpoints and beliefs. In addition, I had been feeling pressure to choose a side. I had heard messages that the only way to support people is by taking a stand and being vocal about that.
Then….a sudden epiphany happened for me. Is taking a stand and being vocal really the only way to be an ally for marginalized people? Really? Says who?
What if….just what if….we are each called to be an ally and a support according to our true nature and our gifts?
What if there are a myriad of ways to be an ally?
There are definitely people who are very gifted at taking a bold, sure stand. There are definitely people gifted with the boldness to step out and speak out with words that cut to the heart of the matter and shake up people’s comfort zones.
God bless those people! We need them desperately!
But, I am not one of them. And I have been making myself sick with stress and worry about it.
I am a builder of bridges between the people who stand with bold determination on one bank….and the people who stand with equally bold determination on the opposite bank.
I mediate, I connect, I build bridges with love. This is my true nature. In order to do this, I choose not to alienate either. I choose not to speak out, but to hear and understand.
When I give myself permission to be who I am, I find peace. There is nothing wrong with my gifts. My gifts are needed too. It is people like me who help the people on either side hear each other and create a safe space for them to meet and find common ground.
Is that not being an ally as well? I believe it is.
And I can breathe again.